10 things that tick me off

Our good pastor has been asking us this question in church...helps you to figure out what ignites your passions thus leading you to figure out your purpose..
1. Our political leaders who don't have a heart for the people who put them in power in the first place..how do they sleep at night..?people are dying and all they do is steal ,eat and steal some more..
2:Even worse are Kenyans who spend 5 years complaining about the state of affairs and come elections they don't even vote..if u didn't vote then shut up!if u want things to change it starts with you.vote for the change u want to see.
3.Parents who molest their children..really?are they even human..
4.Media houses/ radio stations that put out trash on the airwaves without considering the repercussions..listening to classic fm in a mat with school going children..that could be your daughter.she grows up thinking its OK if a man treats her like rubbish ...and your son grows up thinking women are mere playthings..bravo!good job...take some responsibility for the moral decay in our society..
5. misses the days men were men and women were women..we got it all twisted !
6.if your man enough to lay with her be man enough to stay with her..children need their fathers!
7.uncouth behavior..throwing food or bottles or papers out of moving vehicles!and u complain about city council not cleaning up??don't get me started with urinating in public....even women are doing it now!saw it with my own eyes..God help us...
8.It seems uve made peace with contracting lung cancer..i on the other hand, like my lungs.blow it in the other direction please..thank you!
9.corruption....it begins and starts with you.
10.People who do nothing..i want to be a fearless influencer..i pray that my eyes open to see whats around me..that i stop being so self absorbed with making a living that i feel the pain of the poor, to hear the cries of the children, to take care of my environment, to pray for our leaders..HARD as it may be.. Vote for men of good standing.. to respect authority,to give what belongs to Caesar to Caesar and give to God what belongs to God..to make a difference in anyway possible.. To paraphrase a quote i've heard..for evil only triumphs when good men do nothing! So help me God

June 2, 2009

Round 2

I've been healthy all my life id never been admitted to hospital or even gone under the knife for any reason ..well until the accident..been admitted twice since then and had to go under for the 2nd time because they didn't get it right the 1st time..now ordinarily id be angry,bitter,depressed,id be looking for ways to sue the docs pants off!that's the normal human reaction...but surprisingly this time around i'm truly at peace,i have joy everyday..because i finally accepted that everything and i mean Everything no matter how painful is going to work out for my good..and now i have a story to tell...oh boy is it a story!!i can empathize with others who have gone through similar situations or worse..i can help them..i can truly say i understand what your going through.ive been to the bottom climbed up to the top,then back to the bottom again..i'm so glad i don't have to rely on my own strength..so glad :))

 May 11, 2009

Forever

Its been 7months since the accident..whaaat?its been a journey and a half..I'm in awe at how God spared my life and how hes sustained me since then..i have no doubt that he loves me and will ALWAYS do whats best for me..u might think its insane especially now when i just found out that the metal they put in to fix the bone was the wrong size and the fracture isn't healing..still I'm at peace..I've been booked for surgery next Wednesday at 7am and i'm glad.cause its not a coincidence that i saw a different doctor who wants to correct the previous mistake..and do a bone graft to close the fracture...its not a coincidence that is happening now when my medical insurance has just been topped up..if it had happened earlier I wouldn't have been able to pay for it.so ya God is still at work...im at peace whatever happens forever my praise shall rise to him.it is well :)

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Questions

Did he feel depressed,
Did he feel stressed?
Did he wake up in the morning wishing he were dead?
Did he get hurt by friends,
Did he have questions in his head
Did he cry himself to sleep?
Did he sometimes weep
Did he wonder if his life on earth would count
When I'm going through trials and tears roll down my cheeks
I question my father and wonder if he understands
I'll never know what he felt
If he went through the same trials
But one thing I'm sure of
Is this,he is the greatest man
Who ever lived.
I'm so glad i have hope
That no matter how hard things get he will walk with me
Today and tomorrow!

March 26, 2009

Closed doors

Isn't going to open that door again
Thought this time it wasn't going to rain
But all you do is drive me insane
I let u in moved around
Thinking that i was safe and sound
You don't show you don't know
That I'm priceless and rare like snow
So be gone,move on
This home has no space for your face..
Tried and tested you came out last
And for you i shall no longer task
So I'm closing this door
Keeping the key
And maybe take a trip out to sea.

March 6, 2009

Declarations of the heart

I love him that's no lie
And that's one thing i cant deny
Every sister i know is gonna ask why
But that is like questioning the sky
Its who we are
Its where we've been
Its where we will be
You try to hide
Tell your mind there's no sense
Its all none sense
Fight it,stuff it,shove it
Until You believe it
But now i know
Somethings in life
Will always show
Its in the way he makes u glow
I love him thats no lie
And thats one thing i'll no longer deny.

February 1, 2009

Poetic

Its hard
Its bad
Its sad
When u walk and talk
And try to smile
Even walk a mile
But deep inside
The pain u continue to hide
Who will listen?
Who will call?
Who will know somethings wrong
So u wait for long
Help everybody else along
Suck it in and hope and say
That the one who lives above will always listen as i pray.

February 1, 2009