Its shocking, its mind blowing
I feel a cold chill on my skin
The thoughts in my head twisting and turning
Trying to grasp the reality
That it was actually worse than i thought
That wasn't love,it was insanity
That wasn't passion ,it was obsession
That wasn't jealousy, it was insecurity
That wasn't anger, it was insanity
To live is to learn, to love is to hurt ,to cry is to heal.
And hopefully as time goes by and others come my way
I will pray and strive to never make the same mistakes again.
September 23, 2009